Sometimes I just can't help but wonder why things aren't fair. Why do some have to work harder than others? Why do some suffer more? If this is all pre planned then God, I don't understand.
But that's not what I'm trying to say either. I guess the only way to explain it is by using the word enough. How do we know enough is enough, that we're meeting the potential that's been planned for us, or that we've reached the bar where we can say we're pretty enough, angry enough, tired enough, clean enough, loved enough, pushed enough...I guess the list can go on and on can't it?
But it's all subjective isn't it? The more, the less, the enoughs. Only we can tell ourselves where the bar is...even if we are taking cues from those around us. So where do we find the answers? From society or from within. Do we take the answers within for what they are even if it means we'll be singled out for thim?
God I've gotten off topic. I've talked and thought myself into a corner and I can't seem to find the door.
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But that's not what I'm trying to say either. I guess the only way to explain it is by using the word enough. How do we know enough is enough, that we're meeting the potential that's been planned for us, or that we've reached the bar where we can say we're pretty enough, angry enough, tired enough, clean enough, loved enough, pushed enough...I guess the list can go on and on can't it?
But it's all subjective isn't it? The more, the less, the enoughs. Only we can tell ourselves where the bar is...even if we are taking cues from those around us. So where do we find the answers? From society or from within. Do we take the answers within for what they are even if it means we'll be singled out for thim?
God I've gotten off topic. I've talked and thought myself into a corner and I can't seem to find the door.
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